Between sluggish & enlightened
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 5:11 PM
Making some changes with my blog like adding relevant pictures than using the ones that came with this template. I was thinking "what the heck", and dive in to clear some spider webs off this forgotten website. Oh my x'mas is coming and ppl like fang, ching , dl, shan will all be on holiday.
Webcam with yuling the other day, she's all burnt and sick. Was pretty fun. Been sick myself recently also cant go around spreading the germs. Been doing alot of email sending, revamping coverletter recently since i had more time on hand. OMFG im really gg to rot soon but i will countdown to the day i step out in my office wear SOON>
With initial hopes to take over the kopitiam, well well i guess all these ideas and what not is officially banished on 27th Nov. What a night that was. Am truly glad i got to leave the house since i had to go suntec for my 3rd test but was overall too devastated to do much. As what kang put it " treat it like a parenting lesson learnt the hard way". Indeed... I'm also at fault for not explaining things proper but least I know where I stand in this uncanny li' conventional family of mine. Feeling I don't know the directions is not an excuse anymore. Gotta start somewhr in order to know whether i like it anot hur. Got to suck it up and try to avoid the -ve influences of LYG n Queen Amidala.
I recently learnt that I don't have to be earning big bucks to be happy (I will simply save more and I can be filthy rich!). Earning a living through honest and conventional means is a feasible way of life too! Why why why do i only see it now. It's funny hur since I always thought I should be doing my part directly to help amidala lead a workless life. It's complicated. Life may be happier this way too (Haha). I can always start at entry level and work my way up. Discrimination steming from the roots is just not helpful so I'm going to have to take things in my stride! Be it something out of my core studies, I'm never going to be an engineer anyway. It's just not my cup of teh-O-gao-siu-dai. I'm leaving my mind and doors wide open so may my x'mas wish come through this year!
Yeh one step closer to getting there... Labels: weburp
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