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Juz being me
Monday, November 17, 2008 11:14 PM
What makes me, me? Feeling listless that my laptop has been down for a while. Working hours and procrastinating to find out wad exactly consume my laptop is delaying treatment. Its daunting cos my entire uni's photos, doc, wadeva is all inside. Feels like im losing my memories of happy uni life together with my lappie. Dam it.
Its been 2 weeks+ on paper but it alrdy feels lyk a month. Am i not used to it? I begin to understand there's always a trade-off aka "no perfect job". You can get this, dis, tis, these but u muz compensate with dat, that, tat ,thet. OR either that u must really like wad u do. EEE... am i becoming part of the working norm whom gives no shit bout so-called job satisfaction and juz looking forward to hanging out @Balacava on fridays. Ok Bala is kinda atas(not my lvl), i'll most prob be mistaken for some kid (there) anyway. Should go find some live band pubs beta. Ok my point being maybe i dun lyk wad im doing/ im not warming up to it yet. 我总是比较慢热. I think its really more the time issue. I thot i could handle both work and family but uncannily enough both work n family demands every bit of my time. (arGh i really want to spare time for amidala n LYK *this is disturbing besides the growing fear of my tainted laptop) Anyway, I do feel alot for those who really go for wad they want. Congrats to rizal for finally getting that NIE posting! Good for you!
I will go taiwan and see what lies ahead. Afterall travelling is on the list. I hope i dun fall aslp on every moving train/plane etc.
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