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Troubled times
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 12:14 AM
Its been lyk how many hell weeks. 1 wave after another. Dunnoe leh hand up 1st draft le kinda feel abit lost. isit cos its time to move on? I've been wanting to blog but i juz stop myself, if got time i will watch FMA or Xiu Cai Yu Jian Bing. Dun really wana think or see wad's really happening i guess. Cos many times when i stop, i find myself unable to hold it together. Machiam lyk "1 litre of tears". I always find it quite amazing how come gary can always illustrate his "sobbing episodes" on his blog cos even dou i do cry alot but i will paiseh de. Most of the times i'll rather not tok bt it. Ok gary i think u can be the "New Age Man". Ya... Cudnt believe the no. of times my spirits hit pit bottom in the last 2 weeks. But i sincerely thank sz, gary, ws,tung who kip trying to jio me for makan and to kip me company (swimming was good until when i canot go) , almost see some of u lyk on daily basis during recess break. You guys really dunoe how much that helped. That day when u(YES U) and ws dropped by my hall after your run with i think one can of coke light and 100% and we went rooftop rem? i was actually tearing lyk some shit but suddenly say downstairs my hall le den i muz use super fast speed to dry up loh. -_-" ARGHH!!! so chui!! Den everyday make every1 worry(mark, hoops,ah liang,yali, etc etc).. ><
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Quite upset in a way cos the day b4 my burfday when yali jio for dinner i thot it's juz eat dinner den go. Dint think there were gg to be anything or wad. But! there's grace, tung, weisi, gary, sz too! still! i was too preoccupied with my report s*** in lwn all the way until 7 den i took a shuttle down can. The stupid Can 4 zhi cai made us wait so long but we manage to get a discount for waiting for nearly 45 mins for our food. YA btw saw kel kel in the canteen too! for once! as usual hsien is full of crap together with his scaNdalous roomie weisong. It was only when duno isit tung who blurted out bout the swensen's ice cream cake. ARGHH!!!!! i nv eat ice cream cake b4 k! or not dat i remembered la den i was quite taken aback. SO SWEET! But why did the candle drop and i cudnt clear all the candles @ 1 shot!! And Sz's card is so mushy!! Gary's card was full of blurry words. muahaha n tung fergot to bring their combine card. Yayaya. Den @ nite recieve alot of well wishes & yuling+kx even gave me a candle on choc heart shape donut at bt 12+ am which i took a tiny bite n kept the rest for next morning. No wonder when i went in her room she looked horrified. i thot she was afraid that i caught her with donut dun wan share, ok this is dumb. YA and the candle got extinguished by my room fan!!! Stupid dennis n benny also called to tok cork abit. On 12th still doing lab lor den got malay so after dat actually dabao liang mian from canteen A n watch "meet the spartans" with 亮 boy on my lappie! Thank you baby for the lovely cheese cake~ Den @ nite hazel actually drop by with a very sweet card. ThankS "king of wishful thinkings"( u all really lyk my sleeping photo alot hor??) ya but its still a period of extreme low-ness so its kinda weird when extreme foul mood meets happy moments, canot comprehand everything @ 1st hand properly. But now that im writing bt it.. Im so loved >< @ ECP on sat, me n rj were saying next time go to the live pub there to drink den can juz pitch tent dere str8! Wanted to stay lehz but canot cos monday report deadline. den tung, yh n sz next day got race. But it was still very fun. Sz was very bad mood but dunoe why. Ya can u juz say Wad isit anot~~ everytime bad mood always kip it to urself. MAy u get FAT one day due to all ur bottled up feelings. Humph. & SO PROUD OF u all for winning X-phsique overall champs!!!! I can only imagine hw happy sz must be.
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 ok YA and back to ECP, i really loved the PUG shirt!!! i ALWAYS wanted one but i haven really been shopping since I DUNO WHEN. Thank YOU dear grace n zh the most thotful shoppers! Dint expect a ripcurl cos i nv own one b4 but i think im liking it more everytime i see it! Good eye di~ Know why i wanted a sweater not! cos can wear often den when i wear i wil remember all the lurveeee that's in it. YAYAYA~~ ECP that day yh pick me, tung, sz n ws from JE den Gary,grace, zh, rene, ruyan was already @ ECP. Ya gary dun sad k~~ u also tend to fall into the pit. oh us poor final yrs tormented by the cruelity of pre-grad syndromes. orh den still got mike, mark and jovin. Ok bananaman i think u sud stop calling me aunty PQ n call me PQ jie jie. I think tung is younger/ feels younger. muahaha.. OK its time to CHIONG. i mean with the music n all, SWIM in another say..5 days' time & BOULDER. its been too long..
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